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  • Chicken Farming with Dogs

    The Ladies have survived 36 hours in our care now. This morning Nancy checked on their food and water, let them outside and they bolted through the portal, skipping across their tiny yard, chest-bumping each other. I have no idea what that means in the mind of a chicken. As far as I can tell the vigil you see above this paragraph is barely noteworthy, inside the yard.

    The chickens themselves are hard to photograph. This is because I have a digital camera which preserved, in all of its glory, that 10 second lapse between the time you press the shutter button and the time the shutter responds. For a chicken, this allows time to lurch forward, backward, or turn her head 60 degrees. When you are trying to convince the camera to ignore the wire between you and the chickens, that lapse can become fatal. The chicken moves, the camera thinks, Hey–fencing! and you get a great shot of chicken fencing.

    The ladies inside their enclosure.

    Anyway, the dogs came home last night (the dogs go to work with Nancy during the day) and the chickens were still there. Riley was beside himself. My big, goofy good ole boy who needs a chorus of Eye of the Tiger just to eat his breakfast determined he was a Bird Dog, and he needed to get those birds! He barked. He whined. He dug at the fence. I squirted him with water, which he does not like and he was annoyed, but undeterred, so I squirted him again. And again. And again. And again. And again… The last time I squirted him he turned on me, thinking bad dog thoughts, and then he thought oops! that’s Cheryl and he did a puppy wiggle and stalked away. I could hear him muttering as he went. Stupid woman, keeps chickens in the back yard with a bird dog…has no appreciation for my work here as a dog…sprays me with water, *&^$@()@&^… Now I have to go sleep in the hostas again…

     

    Annie sought other respite.

    This was originally Riley’s shelter as well, but Riley… Well, Riley was in the hostas. Like every little sister known, she sees no reason to work out her own solutions when she can simply steal whatever he leaves unguarded.

    And today a new day begins….

     

     

     

  • The Ladies Arrive

    My Beloved has left me for another woman. Four of them, actually: three isa browns and a sex-link. And she is taking the dogs with her.

    Fortunately they’re just out in the back yard.

    These are calm, Relaxed chickens. They were raised by a Newfoundland, so something as small and insignificant as Annie does not concern them. (Apparently Hadley June, the Newfie, got too close for comfort once, and was nose-pecked for her efforts.) They are teen-agers, not adult chickens. Nonetheless, they rode from Marcellus to Three Rivers in a dog crate (they were raised in the dog crate, so they’re fine there) and eventually released into their new home in the back of our shed. Immediately they began their quest for food and water. That satisfied, they were perfectly content to settle in and take a nap, even with a grown adult sitting in a lawn chair at the end of the shed, watching them.

    This morning they were released into their yard.

    Whimsically enough, the most disturbing response to the chickens was not Annie’s: she did pretty much what I expected she would do, and eventually she calmed down.

    Riley, on the other hand, identified his life goal: MUST EAT CHICKENS…. (He has since recovered and is now napping on the couch again.) We had another Eye of the Tiger breakfast, and now he’s good for the day. But for a while there he was a quivering, whining, pulsating mess of purpose-driven predator.

    This is the truth: My Beloved, in a flannel shirt, tennis shoes and her nightgown, is sitting in a lawn chair in the shed, watching her chickens.

    I am married to the chicken lady.

     

  • Feeding Time

    I never had children. I say this with great personal satisfaction because I feel I have saved the world from a host of misery, not only from me, but from my unborn children as well.  My Beloved has a friend who maintains they all come out more or less the same by the time they’re forty, but I still maintain there are serious flaws in my parenting techniques.

    For instance, I feed Riley has breakfast every morning. Or, I try. Before Annie came, Riley was a self-feeder. We loaded his dish whenever it seemed empty and he disappeared into the laundry room when the mood to eat struck. He could not eat during laundry day because there are huge, noisy machines in there that come after him, but then, there were days when Riley had difficulty going through the kitchen because the dishwasher would attack. Annie joined our family, and we fed them both at will. About two months into this feeding schedule the dogs ran completely out of food, and Nancy began calculating how many cups of food a dog would have to eat a day to run dry in the allotted time schedule. She calculated Annie was eating about 12 cups of food a day.

    This is not the recommended dosage for a 41 pound dog.

    This is, in fact, six times the recommended dosage for a 41 pound dog.

    So we measured their food out into dishes and fed them individually.

    We feed them individually because when Annie came to us she was half-naked and covered with open, weeping scratches. We assumed she had been used as a bait dog, but it turns out she is allergic to something dog food. Specifically, Riley’s dog food. Also Riley’s dog food was designed to control his weight (he takes after his mothers in that respect) and the vet suggested this might not be the best thing for a hyperactive puppy. So we bought her bags of dog food that talked lovingly of sweet potatoes and bison and such on the package, bragged NO CORN, and sells on the open market for about the same price per ounce as gold.

    We gave her 2 cups of food a day plus all she could beg.

    Annie became our constant companion. I love you, I love, she said, Are you really going to eat that? Because it just so happens, I love that….

    Riley had a different response altogether.

    His response was sheer horror. You expect me to eat in front of you? On your schedule?  I can’t. I mean….I just can’t. And he went belly-up on the sofa and staged a sleep-in.

    Annie, in the meantime, not being a stupid dog, determined that we feed both her and Riley at the same time in separate dishes. Her food smells better, tastes better and cost more per pound than steak, but a dog dedicated to the wholesale consumption of food can empty a cup of dog food placed in a dish in roughly 37 seconds: and then she just happened to rush by to see what might be in Riley’s dish.

    All of his food was there, actually, because Riley is a slow, methodical eater. His eating technique involves taking no more than five and no less than three kernels of dog food delicately in his mouth, carrying them into the living room, spitting them out onto the floor and then eating each individual kernel before he returned to the bowl for more.

    Each time he returned to his bowl there was a little black dog licking the bottom of it.

    This lead the fights, because while Riley cannot be rushed to eat, it was, after all, his food.

    This evolved, gradually, to Cheryl and Nancy placing Annie’s food inside a toy, which she has to chase around the house, repeatedly knocking over in order to get her food. This slows her down, at least. Riley is fed in his dish by my side, so I can protect his food, should an emergency nap strike him mid-dinner.

    In the beginning, to acclimate him to our new schedule, I fed him by hand, 3-4 kernels per handful.

    Annie would stand a safe distance away, her head cocked to one side, her thoughts printed in a marque across her forehead: You NEVER do that for me… 

    Over time Riley had adjusted to having his dinner on the floor next to my chair, but he is still not a dog who adapts readily to violent change. His dish on the floor by Nancy’s chair, for instance, throws him completely off.

    Breakfast, however. Breakfast is a problem. 

    Part of the problem is that after a long, hard nap on the hard bedroom floor, Riley needs a restorative meditation on the couch. This is usually when Cheryl is sitting in her chair, saying, “Riley, Riley come–Riley, come eat breakfast…” His tail thumps. Often that is the only part of the dog that can move.

    But eventually he will come over, stopping to s-t-r-e-t-c-h once on his long journey (seven feet) to my chair. He then self-positions himself between my knees, and I give him a massage, chunking his chest and shoulders while revving him up with a pep talk. “You can do this, Rile–eat your breakfast!” And I break into a rousing chorus of Eye of the Tiger.

    I know I have him when he picks out three kernels of dog food and spits them out on the floor.

    I borrowed my sister’s son, once. His birth dipped me into a brief period of baby-envy, and I was still contemplating my rapidly aging egg supply when he attained the Age of ‘No’.  I took him to my house, which was an hour and a half from my sister’s house. I asked him what he wanted for dinner.

    He said, “I wanna go home, see my mommy and daddy.”

    This was to become an recurring theme for our evening.

    I cooked that child four different dinners, having been promised in advance that he really liked that particular thing until, of course, it appeared on his plate. Immediate change of heart. More comments about ‘see my mommy and daddy…’

    I only have about four things I can cook, so this kid was in serious trouble.

    I did the only thing a self-respecting, dedicated Aunt could do: I took him back home to see his mommy and daddy.

    If I had had a less-returnable child, however, I suspected s/he would have ended up much like Riley who–even skipping the occasional meal because he can’t be bothered–is gradually developing a physique and workout program much like mine.

    If that dog didn’t wag his tail he’d never get any exercise at all.

        

  • The Secret Storm :)

    The Storm of the Century came and went. The wind blew, thunder boomed, lightening lit up the sky…

    *nose bump* I’m concerned, Cheryl.

    “It’s fine, Riley. It’s just a storm.”

    Oh, my God, Riley, what was that? Are you all right? Should we run outside and bark at something? I’m worried,  I’m really, really worried…

    Cheryl says it’s ‘just a storm’.

    Oh, thank God, because it scared me half to death. I’m just going to curl up in this chair here where I can watch Cheryl, because if SHE starts looking worried…

    Not me. Storms don’t bother me. ZZZzzzzz.

    We stepped outside to do our evening work. Most of that entails eating a Greenie. Cheryl has other expectations, but…she’s Cheryl. Riley took his Greenie out in the rain and he watered something himself. Annie never left the steps.

    I can’t go out there, Cheryl–wet stuff falls out of the sky on me.

    We all came back inside. I did a few of those things we all do just before we go to bed. By the time I reached the bedroom I was the last one in. Annie was sprawled out over my side of the bed, Riley was tucked up against the waterbed on the floor with his feet stuck out. He apparently likes to lay on the tiles because they’re cool. We have put a blanket down for him to sleep on (actually it’s a down comforter, a marvelous, fluffy bunch of warmth that neither I nor Nancy can sleep under.)

    Riley has only recently begun sleeping in the bedroom with us. He used to crash out on one of the couches, but Annie sleeps with us and he is, after all, the pack leader.

    But Annie sleeps on the waterbed, between Nancy and me (very best position: nose tucked against one, butt tucked against the other, feet s-p-r-a-w-l-e-d as far out as they’ll go for maximum bed coverage) but the water bed slops and it wiggles and it’s too hot.

    *nose bump* I can’t sleep on this thing, Cheryl.

    “Do you need me to let you out of the room?”

    No, I’ll just go lay on the floor over here. How long do you think you’re going to be in here, anyway?

    Anyway. I slept like the dead last night. I half-expected someone to wake me up (We have to go outside, Cheryl, really, right now…) But it never happened.

    We had power all night. (I would know. Many people just sleep through power outages, but I have a breathing machine. When it quits, Cheryl comes right up off the bed. Well. It’s not THAT dramatic, but I notice.)

    A friend has offered to help me navigate the blog sites and figure out how to set one up. I will probably take her up on that, I just…have 33 days, yet…

  • Contemplating

    There is a website entitled 10 Best Free Blog Sites. I have explored them because I am cheap and, at least for the time being, bitter. It is possible Xanga will survive, I gather, but my lifetime membership is a thing of the past (really, I have nothing to whine about: had I paid my regular yearly membership, I would have paid more; and forever after only occurs in fairy tales.) But, this new change requires…change.

    I would move to Blogger but apparently you have to have Google as your default browser. My default browser is Yahoo! I just paid for the yearly upgrade to get rid of the annoying advertisements on the right last week. It was not a lot of money (it was TWICE what it used to be) but it seems a little pricey for a week. Also–because I already have Gmail in another form, all of the lovely promises Google makes about the Perfect Online Life I will lead, once I convert to Google, won’t happen because if you already have a Gmail account, you can’t sign in to blogger because someone else already has that name. Even if that someone else is you. I used to find these Kafkaesque adventures amusing. I don’t any more. They make me mad and I leave the website. 

    I would move to Word Press, but membership to Word Press is a chunk of change which leaves me wondering…what do I get if I take the free one? Whatever it is, it can’t be much, now can it? Also if Xanga goes anywhere it may go to Word Press…and once again we have tapped the ‘go away’ key.

    In the meantime my Beloved is building a chicken house and yard out of reclaimed objects. Several doors. Part of our shed. A few posts, a couple of skids, some chicken wire… We are expecting to become the proud parents of four chickens. Which we fervently hope will not almost immediately become dog food. It became very quiet in the back yard last night, and eventually I wandered outside to find her, covered in sawdust, sitting on one of (the many) wooden boxes I have claimed and re-homed in my long life of collecting boxes. “I have the nesting sites worked out,” she greeted me, and she rambled on about worm boxes sawed in half and bricks of coir that won’t reconstitute any more and how we can cut them… My eyes glaze over during building projects. She seems to genuinely enjoy the whole ‘found objects’ and ‘repurposed objects’ aspect of this build. My mind really is more on the ‘do you realize you’re covered with sawdust?’ level. I don’t like sawdust. It messes with my asthma.

    On the other hand, she has apparently never once in her life considered writing a book a form of self-amusement, so we are probably even.

    This morning I found an object, and I have no recollection whatsoever what it was when I first acquired it, so I dedicated it to the Chicken House/Yard Cause. She was entranced by the limitless possibilities.

    Right now I am waiting for the World’s Worst Storm, which is apparently last year’s World’s Worst Storm only bigger. Why don’t I remember last year’s World’s Worst Storm? There is a new Spanish word for us to learn to describe this storm, which is essentially a thunderstorm/hailstorm/possible tornado/with killer straight-line winds which (forgive me) we call “Michigan in June” around here… I am sure I will pay for that.   

    My house may blow away.

    I am ready now to file my final report on The Little Gray Machine, which I will henceforth refer to as TLGM.

    TLGM has no effect whatsoever on Riley, who weighs 52 pounds. (Apparently the larger the dog, the less like the machine is to work. They say.) On the other hand, Riley is not a rabid barker.

    TLGM does not stop Annie from barking. Annie weighs 41 pounds. It did, in the beginning. That wore off. What it DOES appear to do is break her concentration just long enough to prevent that insane build-up of aggression and hostility that causes her to run like a mad dog around the house, barking at windows and doors and gates and fences and dogs barking five miles down the road. It stops the escalation, which makes it possible for us to say, “Annie, leave it. Come here, good girl. You don’t have to bark at that, we know all about that and we have it under control.” And she will leave it and she will come. She may start barking all over again 6 minutes later, but she won’t sound like one of the Hounds of the Baskerville’s. This is a measure of the progress we have made: Jetta lives on the other of one of our fences. Jetta is pure evil in a Weimaraner suit. We hate Jetta. When Jetta barks she goes from alarm to hysteria in 37 seconds. We used to really get worked up at that. We used to bark and growl and lunge at the fence and just come completely unglued. Now Cheryl or Nancy calls us, saying., “Come on, Annie, leave Jetta alone,” and we sigh and we bark one more time (we have to, or they win,) but eventually we go see what they want (sometimes treats are available, and we love those.)

    It has happened once or twice recently that Jetta went hysterical and we just plain ignored her. Oh, no. You’re not getting US in trouble again! (We’ll go bark at the chows now.)

    Barking at the chows is not as rewarding because the chows don’t bark which means Cheryl can’t hear them so she thinks we have just randomly lost our mind and attacked the fence. She shouts, “Annie, stop attacking the fence!” and we can hear the little chows laugh to see such sport. We hate chows.

    Chows wear clown suits.

    They probably shed.

    When we shed, it looks like eyelashes floating on top of the water.

    Not even a Weimaraner can say that.       

  • The is…the end…?

    It would appear my blog site for life is going the way of my health insurance for life, my pension and my Social Security, all apparently included in the big punch line: ho, ho, ho, you didn’t think that would just go on forever, did you?

    I guess I should have known. One of my first jobs in a waterbed factory. The waterbed factory was the owner, the girlfriend who actually did the work, a graduate student, me, and a handful of other drop-in, drop-outs. We made waterbed and pool covers. We guaranteed the beds for life and sold them for about $10 apiece for a full-size. It wasn’t a bad gig. I was paid well, and for a long time the owner took us out every day for lunch. The problem: the plastic sheeting we made the waterbeds out of would only hold a weld for about three years. Sometimes longer. Eventually the beds would start to leak at the seams. No problem, right? The owners brought them back. And we would re-weld them. Unfortunately, the second weld looked excellent. It felt good to our hands. The one little thing it didn’t do was hold the two sheets of plastic together. We could literally weld the plastic, let it cool, and then pull the weld apart. We checked the welding machines, we checked….everything we know how to check… We ended up replacing the beds. Which, sold at perhaps not a realistic price evaluation in the first place, began to affect the business’ bottom line. You can guarantee anything for life, I guess: that doesn’t mean it will last that long.

    At any rate, the blog site is reorganizing. The last I knew they had 34 days to raise a boatload of cash, but even if they manage to do that, there will be changes. They can no longer afford to rent the building where they keep the server. Beyond that, there are a host of technical problems I do not understand. This is what I know: the lifetime membership I paid a few years ago appears to be the annual fee for the blog site they are recommending we check out. It’s not an extraordinary amount: it is a chunk of change and  a fairly self-indulgent one at that. I mean, face it: what exactly are my observations about my life, my random photography and my dogs worth a year?

    So far I have applied relied on a time-worn approach to solving this dilemma. I’ve decided not to think about it. 

     

  • Filing

      

    I have always loved this photograph. Riley blissed out  among in the hostas. It was a hot day. The hostas, I assume, were damp and cooler. I took this picture in July or so of 2011, which would have been about three months after we adopted him. In July of 2011 we had enough hostas to shelter a hot dog. Our entire fence row was flanked with them. We told each other, ‘next year we’re going to have to thin those out.’ The next year we acquired a second dog, lost her, acquired our third dog, there was a draught, and the hostas thinned themselves.  It appears dogs nesting in the hostas is not particularly good for the hostas.

    I spent all day yesterday organizing, labelling, re-filing, sorting, deleting and renaming the photographs on my hard drive. I bought this computer in January of 2012. I imported files from November of 2011 on. So the photographs I was working with were the photographs I have taken since November 1, 2011. Not even the shots I have scanned and digitized–those are in a different file. Nope: these are just the digital photos I’ve taken in the past year and a half.

    All day.

    Then question then becomes, what/who are you saving these photographs for?

    No one is ever going to look at them. The day I die someone will either trash my computer or wipe off my photo files and that will be the end of them. They’re mine. They have meaning and importance to me. And yet, I continue to file and label and store them as if I were archiving some marvelous inheritance.

    Pop, last summer.  

    My Dad is currently in rehab, where he is working on his walking. Between residual damage from his stroke a number of years ago and a UTI which sapped him of  his strength and energy this spring, he needs some professional help and encouragement to walk and build up his strength. I love my Dad dearly, but I’m not going to go down and wave a stick at him and tell him he has to get up and walk. Let the pros do it.

    I called 24-hour PetWatch to renew Riley’s service and the young woman I talked to looked up all of my dogs and said, “Noomi’s service is about to expire.” I’ll swear I talked to them about her when I switched Annie’s name from ‘Sievol’ and her account over to us. I loved that little dog.

    And I have lots and lots and lots of pictures of Nancy’s garden last summer. This is a squash blossom.

    And I would never be forgiven if I overlooked my lord and master.

     Rest in peace, old friend. I’ll be along soon enough and we can settle into a comfortable chair and resume watching TV together.

  • Yachats

    I drove through or around and into and out of Yachats, once. I wasn’t there long enough to learn how to pronounce it. I must have read it on my map. I was in Oregon with a rental car that had 500 miles at my disposal and I had orders from my Beloved, who had rented the car for me, to use us all 500 of them. My home base was Corvallis, but every morning she got up and went to dirt class (she was learning about the organisms that enrich soil) and I got into my rented Focus and drove. Over the mountains, through the woods, up and down the coast, into and out of the state parks that dot the coastline, north, south… Somewhere in all of that is Yachats. I remember it because I remember thinking, How do you suppose these people pronounce that? 

    I learned on facebook this morning that Yachats has a camp for reactive dogs. I like the word ‘reactive’–it’s so much more politically correct that ‘hostile to every other dog on the planet’.You can take any little black, reactive dog you might happen to have to Yachats and you and your dog can go camping. I am trying to visualize this.

    Not very hard, really–I am not a sleeping-on-the-ground kind of girl.

    I see this camp patrolled by regular troops of square, head-shaved, perhaps tattooed bikers with chains and cattle prods.

    “Ma’am. Ma’am–your dog is reacting.”

    “It’s okay, Ma’am, we’ve got this.” (Shoulders machine gun.)  

    I would go back to Yachats. I would probably investigate how they actually pronounce it before I talked to anyone. I’m not sure I would take Annie. Like many dogs, Annie comes to a whistle, she comes to her name called, she comes when you’ve been out of sight ‘too long’…she does all of these things as long as she’s not seriously doing something else. like barking at squirrels or digging a particularly satisfying hole. But I loved Oregon. I suspect I loved Oregon because I was there during 6 of the 15 days of clear skies they enjoy each year. On the seventh day the fog rolled in and I was standing so close to a lighthouse that when it sounded it nearly blew out my eardrums and I couldn’t even see the fence at the end of the parking lot. I was touching it at the time. Fog and rain are indistinguishable, in Oregon.

    So…camping with your reactive dog. Sleeping on the ground with one eye open for the other 50 reactive dogs in the area…in the down-pouring rain.

    I have literally thousands of lovely pictures of my trip to Oregon.

    However, the up-loader is mad at me. So you can’t see my pictures.

    Nope. Not working.

    Anyway. Every day for five days I jumped into my Focus, which fit much like an exoskeleton, and drove 50 miles to the coast and ran up and down Highway 101. Jumped out every 5-10 miles and to take photographs. This to me is a perfect vacation. Water, camera, scenic overlooks, a working car. I also drove around in the 50 miles between Corvallis and the coast, which is where (I think) Yachats is. I’m not sure I ever actually saw Yachats. I was in the area.

    Well, yes I was. (Just took a brief visit to Wikipedia.) Yachats is one of the tiny cities (pop 690 in 2010) on the coastline on Highway 101. My short term memory is gone, so I can no longer tell you what I just read, but there is Newport, which is where an explorer like myself pops out of the woods and onto the beach by driving west out of Corvallis, there is Florence…I think, about 50 miles to the south, and–again, I think–Yachats is between them.  I was there for a week in 2006. There is, however, also the Yachats river, which I wandered around, so I must have been, at one time, in Yachats itself. It is pronounced YAH-hahts. And it is indeed half-way between Florence and Newport.

    Anyway. If I were so inspired, I could take my reactive little black dog on a camping trip on the edge of the Pacific Ocean, surrounded by other reactive dogs who presumably cannot see or smell each other because of the dense and persistent fog for while the northern Pacific coast is known.

    All I have to do now is get her there. 

     

     

     

  • Tuesday morning, post holiday. My sister and her husband should be home, touching their favorite things in their own home again. My niece is now a high school graduate. Nancy’s mother has a new chair to replace the one that decided to retire over the weekend. I have touched noses with all of my siblings all at the same time, mourned the loss of a dog (not mine,) and here we are.

    This is a slightly different pose from the one posted on facebook. I have trained my stand-in photographers to acknowledge that this is digital, not film–if you’re not sure of the picture you’ve taken, take another one. And another one. I can always erase the mistakes, I can’t make up the misses.

    I always look forward to the Memorial Celebration on Golden Lake. Good food, family and friends, good stories and I always manage to get some really good photographs of the people I care about. This is siblings and spice. From left to right: Dan and Felicia (in front of him,) Lynn and Steve (in front of her,) Lee and Janean, Scott behind us, and me. Nancy was unable to attend because her mother’s lift chair broke and she needed to find a replacement and because her mother has mobility issues that we did not feel we could cope with at the cottage.

    This is my favorite photograph of the day. This is my second-cousin (I think.) She is my cousin’s daughter. My cousin is all about being a momma and all about being with her baby, which is a wonderful thing and I’m happy for her. I just love this expression. No. This is not working for me.

    The dogs and Nancy are about ready to go to work.

    I need to pay a bill, fill the water bottles and pick up my scripts.

    And another week begins.

     

     

     

  • Saturday Morning

    Well all cheered as Delaney accepted her diploma last night. She’ll be going to U of M in the fall, where, at least in my imagination, she will lead the co-ed life I never quite managed while I was there. That particular phase of my life was extraordinarily difficult, although very little of that had to do with the school. I bottomed out, very nearly cashed out, and I skidded along on my butt for quite a while before I managed to pick myself back up. So I always have somewhat mixed feelings when we talk about U of M. I’m sure she’ll be fine.

    We are here in the Conservatory. Annie is gnawing a bone. Riley has abandoned us for the more comfortable couch in the living room. Ilah is in her room. I am having coffee and Nancy is sneaking in a nap, since her efforts to sleep in this morning were thwarted. Oh dear. Now Annie is prowling the house with a low growl. Something is amiss. Apparently it can be resolved by a drink of water.

    The problem appears to be that Nancy is sleeping. We do not like that. We have jumped up on the couch and nudged her about four times now. Wake up, Nancy. This isn’t like you. Nudge, nudge. Now, since it appears impossible to wake Nancy, we have curled up into a ball on the end of the couch and we are co-napping.

    Much of the family gathered at my sister’s house before the graduation ceremonies and as we started to move toward the cars the door was left open a quarter of a second too long and my sister’s dog bolted out for a happy runabout. I saw him go, but I am too old and too slow and too unfamiliar to be of much help. All I could do was stand there and mutter, “Oh, shit.” My sister was not about to miss her youngest (and only) daughter’s graduation to chase a dog, so we went on to the graduation. Big brother Lance hung back to catch the dog, which he did successfully. And I remembered once the family gathered here, the door opened and Riley bolted off across the road for freedom. My car was blocked in and I was having hysterics in the front yard while Lance loped off and came back with Riley firmly in tow. There must be dog owners somewhere whose dogs don’t lope off into the sunset at every opportunity and I admire them all.

    We have tracked Riley down a number of times. Usually if we can find him we can just drive past him, open the car door and invite him to take a ride and he’ll jump right in. Sometimes he picks his own time for that. Annie, on the other hand, has never taken off (perhaps we have more experience preventing that.) I took her to class once and in the PetSmart parking lot–which is huge and very busy–I put on her Gentle Leader, I restrained Rile who was in the car, I gathered up the stuff I needed to take, opened the door, pulled on the leash…which I had never attached to the dog. Fortunately she hates, hates, hates the Gentle Leader and she was on the other side of the car trying to dig it off with her front paws. I walked up to her and caught her before she realized she was free.

    We are 3/4s of the way through our second run of Intermediate Obedience and we’re still using the Gentle Leader (which is one of the reasons why we will be taking our third run at Intermediate Obedience, with More Distractions, in June.) Perhaps that is what it takes for me to come to see training as a perpetual on-going process rather than a do it, get it done event.

    My sister and her husband are here from North Carolina. They spent last night and will spend tonight at the new Firekeepers hotel. Our baby brother is the purchasing agent for the casino. They are going home Monday.

    My father moved from the hospital to a rehab facility in Russellville yesterday. He could be there for as long as 20 days. He needs to work on his walking. Between his recent illness and perhaps residual effects of his stroke (10?) years ago, he is unsteady on his feet and reluctant to walk any farther or longer than he has to. The answer, unfortunately, is to do it more, and we will leave the encouragement and enforcement of that to the professionally trained. To be honest, the last time I stayed with him, which was in March, he was having difficulty walking and I let him sit right there in his chair.

    I have had to sort or work through this mentally in the past week, since he went into the  hospital. He had a UTI, which made his weaker and sicker and he ended up in the hospital when he started to get up and fell because he couldn’t feel his legs. We took this to mean his legs were completely number and without feeling, when in fact, I suspect it meant he hasn’t had a lot of feeling in his right leg since the stroke, he hasn’t walked much for the past several months and he’s losing some muscle tone. Also it is harder to maintain balance or be sure of what you’re doing when the feeling is reduced. I learned this from my brother-in-law, who struggles with peripheral neuropathy. (I could have learned it from myself every time I try to comb my hair in the morning, since I’ve been babying my right arm every since I fell over Annie in September and slammed into the door frame, bruising my rotator cuff. There are certain positions my arm just won’t go into any more and I suspect it’s purely because I stopped making it do it for a while. I need to buck up and probably get some therapy on it.) (There may be visible traces of my father in my character. Doesn’t work. Screw it. find a workaround.) 

     

    I’ll throw in a few random, totally unrelated pictures.

     These are Helene’s begonias. I went to writer’s group Friday morning and found two pots* of them sitting on either side of her steps. Out came the camera…

    And it’s on to the weekend. 

    *Okay, so there were two pots total, one sitting on either side of her steps. She likes flowers, but she’s not obssessive about it.